Wow haven't updated in a while so I thought I would
christmas was good new years is going to rock matt is graduating in '06 and I'm scared i have a new boyfriend since 12/16/05 his name is jason yeah so i dont want to go back to school laura like's this guy, pat that sums it up !!
Yeah, I'm at Niki's...are you shocked???? yeah we are watching America's Next Top Model together, and on Monday we went and got Wendy's and then went to the New Baltimore park to watch the sunset...hahaha yeah we are lovers.....and yeahh
so I don't think there is much else for me to type so yeah good bye
Okay, so I know alot of people who like this song "Be My Escape" By Relient K. Yes, I like it also, but I know alot of people who don't really know what it is talking about, and this song is Relient K singing about God, and when they say "I'm begging You to be my escape" They are begging God, and I really think that some people just don't understand that Relient K is a Christian Rock band, and I know I don't seem like the person to care, but I do go to church and I do believe that I needed to get this out to some people who don't understand. I know you guys can listen to what ever you please, but please do not take this song wrong. Another thing to notice is the word "YOU" in the lyrics, "YOU" has a capital "Y" because it stands for God.
I’ve given up on giving up slowly, I’m blending in so You won’t even know me apart from this whole world that shares my fate This one last bullet you mention is my one last shot at redemption because I know to live you must give your life away And I’ve been housing all this doubt and insecurity and I’ve been locked inside that house all the while You hold the key And I’ve been dying to get out and that might be the death of me And even though, there’s no way in knowing where to go, promise I’m going because I gotta get outta here I’m stuck inside this rut that I fell into by mistake I gotta get outta here And I’m begging You, I’m begging You, I’m begging You to be my escape.
I’m giving up on doing this alone now Cause I’ve failed and I’m ready to be shown how He’s told me the way and I’m trying to get there And this life sentence that I’m serving I admit that I’m every bit deserving But the beauty of grace is that it makes life not fair
Cause I’ve been housing all this doubt and insecurity and I’ve been locked inside that house all the while You hold the key And I’ve been dying to get out and that might be the death of me And even though, there’s no way in knowing where to go, promise I’m going because I gotta get outta here Cause I’m afraid that this complacency is something I can’t shake I gotta get outta here And I’m begging You, I’m begging You, I’m begging You to be my escape.
I am a hostage to my own humanity Self detained and forced to live in this mess I’ve made And all I’m asking is for You to do what You can with me But I can’t ask You to give what You already gave
Cause I’ve been housing all this doubt and insecurity and I’ve been locked inside that house all the while you hold the key And I’ve been dying to get out and that might be the death of me And even though, there’s no way in knowing where to go, promise I’m going because I’ve gotta get outta here I’m stuck inside this rut that I fell into by mistake I’ve gotta get outta here And I’m begging You, I’m begging You, I’m begging You to be my escape.
I fought You for so long I should have let You in Oh how we regret those things we do And all I was trying to do was save my own skin But so were You
Yeah well I met some pretty rad people a week ago at bowling and I saw them again today at bowling and they are pretty sweet...worthy enough to be talked about in the LJ...but I only like got to know 2 people and they are pretty awesome...they are Erich and Rory so yeah...glad I went bowling and met them...I must say they are pretty attractive if I do say so myself..one more then the other but I don't want to ruin anyone's ego
well I don't feel like typing anymore...and I'm chatting right now...so later...
and even though I say other guys are attractive I still like my Mike!
Well obviously not too many people missed me...being that I was gone for like 5 days and I got 1 comment...well here is a little bit of what I did::
Thursday: Left for Tennessee. Watched movies the whole way to Kentucky. Then stayed at a hotel there.
Friday: Went to the Kentucky Horse Park place. Whatever it's called. Went horse back riding. My horses name was Butch. He was a hottie. Funny. Then we went in a museum and a tour and all this other stuff. It was fun. Then after that we left for the rest of the way for Tennessee. Watched movies the whole time. Fun stuff. Got there late that night.
Saturday: The cabin was really nice. We went on these sweet go kart tracks. They were like 3 stories high. We went golfing. Then went shopping. Then went back to the cabin. By that time the other people we were meeting there were there. [Ken&Marce and Ron&Nancy] We went swimming. That was pretty sweet too. And that's about all that happened that day.
Sunday: We went to the Smoky Mountains. We drove up the mountain for about an hour. Then at one point you parked your car and got out to walk/hike the rest of the way. It was about a 1/2 mile hike. I was the first one up there and it was like the tallest part of the Smokies Then after that we went out to eat and then did some more shopping.
Monday: We went and did more shopping. We went on this hurricane ride thing. It was pretty lame They had some wierd things shopping too. And Pigeon Forge, Tennessee is seriously like a mini-Las Vegas. It was sweet. Then we went back later and me and Laura relaxed. It was fun.
Tuesday: Got up about 6 and left. Got home at about 5? 6? Something like that. Got home to a HUGE surprise... SOmeone had a little party while we were gone. Yeah my room was trashed. Laura's and My brothers room was trashed. Booze was gone. Cigarette burns in the carpet. My sheet was hanging on my window. My "undergarments" everywere. It was nuts. We dont know if it was my brother or step brother. I'm leaning more towards my step brother... I dont want to be mean but ummm my brother doesn't have any friends that know how to drive or smoke or do any of that. And Ryan told his friend the code to our thingy and it was really nuts. Yeahhhh.. Crazy stufff....